Psalms of Confession and Hope – Psalm 38

Honestly, Psalm 38 is pretty bleak. It might not be one that you have earmarked in your personal Bible to run to at a moment’s notice. David uses poignant imagery to relay his spiritual, physical, and emotional anguish. Verse 5 says, “My wounds fester and are loathsome because of my sinful folly.” Pretty unsettling.
What God teaches us through David’s Psalm is that there is a spiritual side to everything we go through. David relates his physical weakness and sickness to the spiritual sickness of his sin (verse 3). He reacts to the ways people mistreat him as someone who is trying his best, but still powerless to stand before his accusers (verses 19-20).
Between David’s jolting descriptions of his health issues or his despairing remarks about his weakness, I as the reader am confronted with the question: Which bothers me more? Nothing is more disgusting to our sinful nature than to have to admit that we are powerless before our real problems. Nothing sounds as unacceptable to our sinful flesh than to admit that we are sick with sin and have no solution but to beg God for mercy.
Let Jesus take that sinful flesh up to the cross and crucify it for us, so that we can enjoy the comfort David’s inspired words have to offer. David speaks with brutal honesty about what he suffers, and who of us can’t relate to what he’s saying? Who of us has lived a life free of all troubles – physical, emotional, and spiritual? Yet what does David say throughout his psalm? “Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath” (verse 1). “All my longings lie open before you, Lord; my sighing is not hidden from you” (verse 9). “Lord, I wait for you; you will answer, Lord my God” (verse 15). “Lord, do not forsake me; do not be far from me, my God. Come quickly to help me, my Lord and my Savior” (verses 21-22).
He may not say it as directly as in other psalms, but David bears his longings and sufferings before God with brutal honesty because he knows that God is his Savior and Lord. He can speak of his trials in the most jarring terms available to him, because God hears the cries of his beloved children.
Dear Christian, this is your God – the God who hears you. This is your Savior – the one who responds to your weakness with His strength. This is your Lord – the one who heals your disease of sin with the salve of his forgiving love. This is the God who will (unlike human beings) will never betray you; never turn His back on you, even if you would deserve it! He loves you with an unfailing love, and promises to treat you with mercy that endures forever.
God bless your Lenten worship of the God who responds to our honest reflection and confession with forgiveness and renewal!





